Three years ago or so, I ‘met’ a blogger online through Dude Write, a blogging competition for men that sadly no longer exists. I suppose, in a way, the end of this story can be credited somewhat to the founders of Dude Write, Youngman Brown and Wily Guy …..so thanks, gentlemen!
But I’m jumping ahead! You’re probably thinking, “What ending? What’s she talking about?”
Let me tell you the tale. I met Michael Walker of Defying Procrastination at Dude Write. He even sponsored me once for a Dudette contest week there. I considered him a casual friend back then. He was engaged at the time and I was, well, in my own little world. We kept in touch through comments on blogs and occasional emails and tweets, but that was pretty much it.
Skip ahead a bit to me starting this blog and tweeting to let everyone know about it. Michael congratulated me and somehow we found ourselves messaging one another on Facebook. At first I thought, “Hmmm, this guy is awfully chatty with a single person of the female persuasion, for a man who’s married” –until I realized he hadn’t gotten married, that his relationship had ended.
A few Facebook messages turned into daily Facebook messages that turned into messaging all the livelong day. Phone numbers were exchanged and we switched to texting. At one point I remember being shocked to see by how much my text messages had increased…I went from 254 the month prior to us starting our text-a-thons to 1,632 the next month. Seriously!
Phone calls began slipping their way into the madness and somewhere in the progression of messages, texts and calls, feelings changed and I was suddenly thinking of this casual friend I didn’t know all that well as something more. My heart that had been dormant for, ahem, quite some time, shook off the dust and cobwebs and, without my explicit permission, started beating to the tune of Michael’s words and voice. I was a bit unnerved…but it’s amazing how much control one little organ can have.
When we finally moved to Skype (thank you, Skype, for existing!) I couldn’t deny that an actual relationship was forming…yes, without us ever having met in person. I know it may be hard for some to understand, but the quantity and quality of our video chats were greater than most face-to-face dates.
One moment really stands out to me that made me realize that this was much more than a blogging friendship. I told Michael that I had been snooping around on his blog and that I really loved a particular post of his called “Michael.” It described his life and all he had experienced, but also how the one thing he was missing was a special kind of love. When he replied that the post had actually been his bio on a dating site, I remember thinking that had I read it in that setting, it would have surely drawn me in. I also thought, “I think I might be that special love he’s been looking for.”
So by the time I went to visit Michael in-person, it was no shock to me that I didn’t for a moment feel like I was meeting someone for the first time. Instead, I felt like I was seeing someone I cared about after a long separation. We quickly confirmed that we had a connection unlike either of us had experienced before and we knew that this was a relationship we both wanted to pursue.
The trip was amazing and fun and all the special things that being with someone you love can be. This man has an Excel spreadsheet for planning and he’s not afraid to use it! Michael spoiled me…by buying my favorite chocolates online so I would have them at his house…by having a bouquet of my favorite flowers waiting for me…by treating me to one fantastic meal and activity after another.
One night I met twelve of his friends who all came out because they loved him and were eager to meet the new lady in his life. That alone said so much about the kind of person he is.
My trip only confirmed what I already knew…I love this man. It turns out, he is exactly what I needed at this exact time in my life. He has qualities that I never even knew to dream of in a partner, but I’m so thankful for every piece of him.
Fast forward to now and I’m sitting here looking at a bunch of empty boxes that will be soon holding my favorite belongings…because I’m moving to Texas to be with Michael! We know there’s still more to learn about one another, but we also know enough to realize that we want to start a life together…and we need to be in the same place to do it.
So at the end of March, after Michael comes to Michigan to meet my family and friends, we will be loading up my things in a truck, including my dog and three cats (yes, he is a prince, he’s never even questioned that the furry ones would ALL be coming along as well) and heading home together to Texas.
I can’t imagine anything better.